I don't know what I did, but I'm sorry, I apologize.
I'm begging your forgiveness now, PLEASE.
You taught me to be tall and strong, so
why do you patronize ?
I said nothing, I did nothing, just FREEZE.
In no way did I mean to hurt you.
Becoming my own person and getting better
is not what you wanted, I guess.
Having a true smile, was all too new.
My choices and decisions are
disappointing, I know it is one big mess.
This isn't some poem about feeling
sorry for myself.
It is about all those empty feelings
sitting on that dusty shelf.
I am going to change and I'm doing
what is best for ME.
SELFISH, A DISGRACE, whatever you
would like to call it.
It is what is IMPORTANT that is
going to set me FREE.
so true, so raw, you have to only think about you, what you want and whats best for you at sometime, i love this mad,
ReplyDeletei havent talked to you in what feels like forever! hope your doing good !!
love you oh so much !
-Tay
I know it's been a little waaay too long. I hope you are doin well as well. I love you so much,, & I really can't wait till I talk to you again. I really need to do something with you guys badd. Please let's chil talk FACE to FACE, somethin :] ...~Maddie~...
ReplyDeletewe need to talk face to face i know !! and also i have been pushing her soooooo much to get a blog but she is so freakin stubborn!!! ha i love you so much too maddie ! its incredible ! hahah im going to miss you soo much like i officially leave for good in exactly a week! sad huh !! ha and thanks forr dee comment ! hahah ugh i just love you ! thats all i can say ?? hahah
ReplyDeleteI know I have no words fer our love haha :] Ugh I cannot believe you are leaving I really don't know what I am going to do without my Spanking Buddie heehee :] Ummm I really don't know though,, I wish I coulda gone with you guys to St. George to spend time with not only you but Maddie as well.. I love you I love you I love you,, you are going to achieve sooo much it is unreal to think about. You will do those 10 things I belive it. I'll be the first in line to yer show well maybe 2nd cause Maddie will be in front of me. & ugh I just don't know what to say,, I have so much to let out but not enough time nor do I know how to put it. Let's go see a movie or go to some resturaunt at like 1 o clocko. I really really need to hang out with you guys,, but I keep repeating myself so I'll stop. TXT me tomorrow and we WILL do somethin :]
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